tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2750848569067701921.post1612655343830559711..comments2023-10-31T05:07:43.771-07:00Comments on Carpe Diem THE AOL JOURNAL ARCHIVE: Humor TestDawnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11894596355489850355noreply@blogger.comBlogger1125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2750848569067701921.post-28598096708657063372005-08-09T16:18:00.000-07:002005-08-09T16:18:00.000-07:00i wonder a lot how i am gonna take care of my kids...i wonder a lot how i am gonna take care of my kids when a lot of days i feel like crawling in a hole and hiding myself. i have to think that one day my children will understand everything that i do and the affect that it has on me. and as far as feeling inadequate, i know that too. i depend on my parents so much that i feel so horrible sometimes cuz i think, i should be doing this stuff for them not them doing for me. they are 65 and 67 and i am 33 and they should not be taking care of me and helping me as much as they do. but thats the way it is and thats the way it will have to be. i didnt ask for my illness and i didnt do anything to get sick, and i am sure the same is true for you. those who are close to you and who love you will understand that, maybe not today but someday.<br>cheriAnonymousnoreply@blogger.com