Why do I always have to be good?
Why do I have to be the one to be kind? To be helpful? To be forgiving?
Why do I have to be the one to put everyone elses needs first?
Maybe, I won't do that anymore.
Maybe, I want to be selfish.
Maybe, I want to angry.
Maybe, I just want to scream.
'I AM MAD AS HELL AND I AM NOT GOING TO TAKE IT ANYMORE!'
Maybe, I just want to be seen.
Maybe, I want it to be about me for a change.
My wants, my desires, my hopes, my dreams, my needs.
Maybe, I am just frustrated.
Maybe, it is the pain.
Maybe, I am justified.
Needed to rant and rave tonight, sorry J-Land.