Thank you, everyone, for your kind comments.
As I put in my tag, and maybe you didn't all see it, this is how having chronic illness effects your life.
Hubby is normally very helpful and very understanding. I know that this is his frustration with the disease coming out. He hates that I have rheumatoid arthritis and it isn't something he can fix. He hates that it isn't something anyone can fix. (and all of him comments I listed out of context)
Believe me, I don't take his crap lying down, I have been giving it right back to him, but it has been a bad few days, and I have had enough. (actually, sometimes, I have been lying down, but that is besides the point! lol)
I needed to come here and vent.
The funny thing is that I thought, no one was commenting at all for hours and hours! Then, I finally opened my journal and found that AOhell was just acting up and I didn't get the alerts!
Not only did you comment, but you rallied in support to my side like a cat who had been rubbed the wrong way!
I needed that and appreciate it. Now, I feel like the little cat above... I will be a lioness again, ready to face the day, and fight!
And, fight I will. Fight the disease, the fatigue, the soreness. Fight the frustration I feel, and the frustration that my Hubby feels.
And, give him another swift kick in the arse if I must! LOL
In other news, Pumpkin is feeling much better! She had school today and a Girl Scout meeting.
They had a special activity learning how create homemade make-up!
I was skeptical at first, but it turned out really nice. They made perfumed bath salts, bubble bath, body glitter and lip balm. All from natural ingredients and things you can buy at the supermarket.
For example, the lip balm is plain petroleum jelly with koolaid mixed in for flavor and color. Very cute!
Fuzzy is now up and feeling a bit grumpy because he still has a bit of a head cold. I am going to settle him into bed with me, and read some of your journals now.
Thank you all again...