Yes, I know it could be worse. Much worse.
Yes, I know that I have to keep a positive attitude.
Yes, I know it could disappear even, stranger things have happened.
Yes, they have the gamma knife, but no, it won't work on my tumor.
Yes, maybe that will change.
Yes, I know all of those things... I am a logical person, and a positive person.
However, I still need a little time to just 'get there'.
My poor parents.... this is just so hard.
My mother fighting tears said, 'I don't want to make this about me.... and it isn't about me, it is about you, but I can't believe I might have to go to my grave worrying about this and never knowing.'
Thankfully, we were leaving for Fuzzy's baseball game or I would have been a mess.
I am a mom, so, I TOTALLY relate and understand what my mom is saying. <sigh>
This just isn't as easy as we want it to be for any of us.
However, forward I go, we all go, as we must.
Give me a few days and I will be my usualy chipper self!
Fuzzy won his baseball playoff game last night! 6-4! Yay! It was a very exciting game, and a good distraction for as long as it lasted!
Championship Saturday is this week, and we find out later tonight if Fuzzy's team gets a bye straight to championship round, or if they have to play another play off game.
I will let you know!